Fear

Well I guess I really had nothing to be afraid of. I was of the mentality yesterday that, "if I build it they will come." Well I built it, and now I'm starting to feel like Ray did in the beginning of Field of Dreams, like an idiot.

I know that once the word is out my friends and family will check the blog out just to say they have. Not sure if they'll even "post" anything. But just the sheer anxiety I felt when I started yesterday leaves me laughing today, knowing that only one other person has even read what I wrote.

I guess our expectations in life, even for the next day, can be altered.